One of my good friend

One of my good friend, Presci inspired me when I've shared to her my “worries” about some people that surrounds me, she told me that never be attached with people that I trust the most. Be a “friend” if needed and if they forget you, don’t bother to ask why… the answer is “They know that you are there for them in times of troubles and sometimes in happiness” but “when you call for them to listen, to help you out to lessen your burden/pain, they don’t care about your stories, they prefer to highlights their own tales”.

On that point, I have realized that years of friendship and so much bonding will not guaranty you the foundation of TRUST and SINCERITY of being a so called friend to someone.

So much effort to cope up to fill in every seconds, minutes, hours, days ,weeks, month and years of being apart with them and when you came back, you are stranger in ways that they don’t notice, they don’t care to analyze … Not once but twice I have felt that awkward situation. I tend to be “one” with them but they refuses me to be with them, they don’t trusted me, as I’ve mentioned before “they started” the circle that close when I wanted to enter.

How sad… as much as I love to be with them, to hear them and to touch them, the more its hard for me to reach out… and I stop, I am tired of trying and proving my worth for them, time to refresh and let go of all the worries that I’m thinking.

New year, new vibes..

(to be continued)